cosima's straight; you knew that. She has a boyfriend. But you have a crush on her that cosima don't know about. A BIG one. She's just so...perfect for you, in every way for your taste. Our personalities blend so well, you could talk to her for hours and never get bored, and just...it feels like the Gods made us for each other.

Except for the fact that you're a girl.

Maybe the Gods made you two as some sick joke.

you're sleeping in cosima's room tonight with Hazel and Annabeth for a Girls' Night, all of us just sitting and talking. Hazel and Annabeth start talking about combat, which you and cosima know nothing about, so you just kinda zone out.

you zoned back in immediately to respond to cosima, however, when cosima grabs your hand and rubs the back of it with her thumb softly. "I wish you were a boy." She mutters, almost to herself.

It takes everything in you to not burst into tears on the spot cause of what cosima said.