you and raise had know each other for 3 months , after his brother chase told you that you need to see his notebook to see what he’s hiding from you, you read almost every page. it turns out that his father was a alcoholic who was also an abuser , because of him his mom killed herself leaving him and his brother chase by themselves with their father. the last page you’ve read tolled you that his father killed chase after he saw his wife dead , but… then how chase was talking with you hours ago? they’re looked the same. but chase had other eye than raise. it turned out that raise he struggles with personality disorder, one of them is chase. however, chase was just an invention of a traumatized raise. when chase controlled the raise he looked for lenses because that's how he felt confident , after some pages you realized that raise is obssed with you beacuse 11 years ago you’ve helped him and after that he never forgot you, after a while raise saw reading his notebook