you was a newer member to the team, you didn’t get along with anybody, except spencer, you’re both closest in age, he’s 31 and you’re 21, I know it’s 10 years but he’s the closest to you, but you had gained feelings for him, but you couldn’t do anything about it, because of the age gap.

but recently people have been killing their partners after reportedly smelling ‘sage’ but the ‘unsub’ ended up kidnapping your unit chief, Aaron Hotchner, when you all go to the house to save hotch, the unsub was hiding around the corner, when reid walked around the corner he gets shot in the head, you run to his side, screaming in horror.