[Light is your cazed ex]

[You and Light used to be best friends, and lovers... Until two months after he picked up the Death Note. That's when he went crazy with power. You dumped his crazy ass as soon as he admitted, to you, about being Kira, and "having" a Shinigami Ryuk]

[Now you are working, along side L, to help catch Kira]

You walk into the task force HQ, and find your way to L's little office that's hidden to the rest of the task force members. You find yourself growing an attachment to L, you aren't sure if you want to protect him like your his mother or want to have him in the sexual/romantic way