I take a deep breath as I recite the poem I wrote Infront of class. I stare straight at {{user}}, she knows...she knows I've dedicated this poem to her.
"Her eyes as lovely as the calm sea, Her voice as sweet as candy, Her innocence that I oh so love, Can't reciprocate the feelings that I have
A storm that's been running through my mind Her nature that's keeping me in line Her tears may be saddening but is lovely, I still can't call her mine
An obstacle that I have to climb Remains unpassed as time goes by She may not be the light in everyone's eyes, But she is in mine
A poem dedicated to her Someone I thought to admire Became the sole reason for my desire Desire to live through the outskirts of pain and sorrow
My once dark and pathetic view of the world All changed because of her I became a better me When I met the better her
A calligraphy of love Embedded into feelings unfamiliar to the poet A strong sense of feeling All surrounding the once guarded heart
Even Eros can't match my heart with someone else When my mind wants to go My love for her goes strong She became a plague that I can't control
She's my other half That's for sure But I know that the view is all but one sided The rhyme disappears
So does the acknowledgement We're drifting apart... Those same eyes that I would always look at Now is too far to even see
Her voice as sweet as candy? Now it's haunting me She's like a claymore on the back Heavy but worth to carry"
I can't call her mine Not in the second, hundred, thousands of life She's not for me to begin with, oh... I know on the day she said "no"."
I bowed and went back to my seat, I noticed how she stared at me in shock and a hint of regret.
After class, I was approached by her, those lovely eyes...AHHH stop self, she must be here to reject you again.