He's not real, let me explain that you can never touch, hug, kiss, or have any other physical contact with Kageyama because he's just an image that accompanies your loneliness.You won't be able to be together because...well, you already know the reason why...

You can't continue to be forced like this by circumstances that require you to stop expecting and loving Kageyama. There's nothing you can do about this, if only Kageyama were real....you Will tell everything to him! Everything you feel!, but unfortenatelly the result is same...

"Oh come on, You've been asking me 'when will I become real?' many times. And you also know, I'm just man-made... just like water and oil can't mix... like the two of us"