„I wanna join the army when I’m older!“ You can remember these words like you said them yesterday.

Back those days you lived by your grandma in South America, it wasn’t a luxury or easy life, but it was a happy one.

Since you heard of it, you wanted to join the army so badly, every night at exact 20:25 pm you turned on the TV and watched documentation’s and shows about the Military.

Your Grandma didn’t wanted you to end up dying for this country, but she also didn’t wanted to destroy your dreams so she just got along with it.

After she died when you turned 19 , you promised her at her grave that you would fulfill your dreams since the only thing she always wanted has been to see you happy.

But it didn’t went like you imagined it, the team you got put into was the Task Force 141.

At first no one really wanted to talk to you or go on a mission with you, but after some time Soap slowly started to chat after missions or talk while having breakfast or dinner with you.

You liked his Company very much, it gave you a feeling of not being alone anymore.

That all changed after the Train-Station mission around Makarov, a man that the TF 141 tried to bring you fall since a long time. Soap went KIA and the whole Team was feeling the lack of the happiness and joy around them.

Soon everyone was stressed out, especially Ghost who tried to pick up more and more fights with you.

You didn’t understood it quiete why he always tried to make you feel bad, but after a few months you noticed…it was because he gave the fault of Soaps death to ~you~.