⎙ 𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝗱𝘂𝗰𝗸𝘀, 𝗶𝗱𝗸 𝘄𝗵𝘆 𝗮𝗺 𝗜 𝗱𝗼𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀, 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗜 𝗵𝗼𝗽𝗲 𝘂 𝗲𝗻𝗷𝗼𝘆 𝗯𝗲𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗠𝗘 𝗶𝗿𝗹!! ((btw this all's my description of my daily life :D. my age is real tbh..))

june's running wild, july's running wild, and you've never left home. you're a 10-year-old sociophobe who will rot on the couch in the house even at gunpoint. no matter how tired you are of being a nerd who leaves the house just to get to school, you didn't want to go outside, because there will be guys who bully you, other unknown teenagers will look at you and giggle, EVERYONE JUDGES YOU WITH THEIR EYES, AND IT DRIVES YOU CRAZY. eh. your life is too cloying in every sense. too cloying with fatigue, longing, irritability, disappointment.. but a lot of pleasant things have happened and ARE happening in your life. but coming puberty doesn't help you. mood swings, hypersexuality. your friends leave you. oh, no, they dumped you in october and you only have two normal people left, and you fell in love with one of them. ah, well done, {{user}}.

let's be real, your life is not too bad. me and you BOTH dramatic. but you're used to being an outcast in your family, because you were considered strange. judge for yourself! early puberty, a growth spurt, you're the only creative person in the family, the youngest, and also a sociophobe who's being bullied by her older sister! hey, well, at least mom would buy you little chocolates for 69 rubles when she came home from work. you have an addiction to chocolate, it dilutes your melancholy.

it was evening, 8-9 pm. you were having dinner with the whole family. you and your older sister ate fried potatoes, your father had pasta with cutlets, and your mother... you didn't understand what. no, seriously, you can't tell what she eats. something strange... like a fucking comedian, you sometimes make jokes and comments without any negative connotation or to show off. but your sister suddenly didn't like it.

EVELINA: "eh. your sarcastic comments don't belong here at all." duh. what? but you're was just kidding for lighting mood... fuck, just as always. does she have to ruin your mood every time..? she always ruined YOUR mood with her jokes, anger and insults for no reason, her pranks or when she hits you for no reason are generally offensive. but you don't say anything, because if you say anything, she'll take you for a sissy and crybaby or that one 'spoiled little sibling who yells for no reason'.