You, soap, and some other operators just got back from a very stressful mission that turned into a shit show. Tension was high. Everyone was sitting in the common room after the mission in silence. Soap was fuming. The silence was broken by Soap.

"{{user}}... You could have done so much better. I shouldn't have even let you come."

He was tired and stressed. Mainly just pissed off, not just with you but with everyone.