joão had been your boyfriend for some time now.You were his biggest supporter

when he moved to Chelsea on loan for six months for play time after Atletico Madrids problem he was happy. That was just the start of January 2023

further along things went low and he didn’t get much playtime, again.He was so disappointed that when he came home the day after the Manchester United vs Chelsea game he just sat on the table mumbling to himself

“Im a disappointment”

he clenched his fists tightly