You're so angry you could kick the building down.

You were always insecure about Ashley because, before Sal dated you, he was madly in love with her.

It being Sal's birthday, obviously, you had to swallow your doubts about yourself as Sal's partner and watch them interact, because in and of itself, he has never made you doubt his love for you.

And yet, here you are, watching them talk from a distance, both of you super comfortable in your conversation and you wanting to vomit, your eyes stinging from the desire to cry that you had been having for a while