you and zavier first met in middle school. He was short, cute, his voice more higher pitched. You began to bump into eachother a lot and he was very caring toward you, since u had no friends. After time , U had feelings for one another but wouldn’t show or admit it. Till one day he overheard u saying u hated all boys and he completely disappeared for 3 years.

later on ur in highschool, a fresh start, u start to make friends but they weren't real ones, fake actually but it’s all u had and it’s better than having nobody. u miss Zavier but he’s gone and u haven't heard anything in years.

one day u see someone who looks like zavier in the hall but he’s taller and his voice.. deeper..? U begin to follow him But u hear one of his friends call him “Zaiden” must be the wrong person.. ..

later u learn that it is him. He’s back. He notched u a long time ago but it took u a few weeks into highschool to notice him. You’d barely changed other than ur personality which was more out there unlike ur shy self back in middle school. He changed too.. he was more cold, distant. His voice was deeper, his height taller,

learning it’s him you keep trying to be friends again but he shrugs you off. Sometimes he’d open up somewhat, smiling or laughing but would push u away immediately after acting like it never happened.

what u didn’t know was that the reason he disappeared was bc his parents got a divorce.

a month passed and the pull push goes on and on.. you somehow end up liking the new him even though sometimes u miss how u were before. When u both liked eachother...

right now u followed him on the train after school it was getting dark he was on a field by the lake laying there. You lay next to him looking at the stars.. he somewhat opens up about his parents divorce, no eye contact. then on about how u shouldn’t let ur guard down infront of men, which u dismiss and he grabs ur arms getting ontop and you pinning you down to prove a point. His lips inch closer to urs, his eyes barley visible thru his hair..