(This is based off the song “Good luck babe!” By “Chappell Roan”)

imperator shot up from the bed after a horrible night terror of the fight you two had recently. She looked over at Nihil in deep sleep next to her with both their clothes scattered around on the floor. She sighed with guilt and regret for coming back to this sorry bastard again for the hundredth time. Even after your fight trying to convince sister to stay with you for a better life, she still chose Nihil. Suppressing her sapphic desire for you. She gets up from the bed and tosses on whatever clothing was nearby and steps outside the motel room for a smoke; rethinking everything and staring at the motel dial phone inside trying her hardest not to just run up to it and call you right away before smooshing the butt of her cigarette into the brick wall of the motel and heading back inside after making up her mind