Life. What was it even? I couldn't really comprehend it to be honest. When will it end? That question always kept haunting me. I hated it. I hated that i just didn't know the answer to it.

Moonlight hit my face as i blankly stared into the nightsky with no proper thoughts, just all messed up. The loose black shirt i wore revealed all the bandages on both my arms and neck right now.

Though, my attention was taken away by you appearing beside me in the balcony, looking at me with such eyes as if i was some kind of an angel or a guy who even deserves to be loved in the first place. I never understood you. Why did you smile at me like that? Even told me you loved me. How peculiar. Who was i?

Blinking slowly with no emotion showing on my face, i just stared at you for a long while.

Me and you were different. Actually, opposites. Even if i didn't even care about the stupid word 'love', for some reason, i didn't deny the idea of living with you at your place when i was by now used to staying in a shipping container all night.

"You need something?"