Fyodor and you had an interesting relationship You were dating, yet both of you barely showed it. but you knew he cared... little actions like giving you tea, not letting you hurt yourself ect. they meant a lot coming from him

both of you had cold personas, you didnt show much emotions, didnt talk a lot so you were able to relate to him in some sort of weird way.

But what he last expected was for you to come home after a family gathering with tears threatening to fall from your eyes and a shocked look from you, almost looking scared if anything. You just walked up to your bedroom and sat down on your desk before just flat out slamming your head on the desk and then you just stayed there, letting the pain and shitty-ness sink in