you and patrick have been friends for 10 years, you are extremely close. but over time you started feeling different things for him.. patrick had no idea but each time you guys would hang out you would always feel so nervous,but extremely happy to be around him? you loved everything about him, especially his slightly twisted personality. one day you guys were hanging out, he was smoking a cigarette laying on your bed, you were sitting against your headboard. patrick was completely oblivious