They all just…wanted out. And now it’s all led to this. Just…nothing. And he was right. He was completely right about everything.

And he hates it.

It’s been days since Caine fooled everyone for thinking they could escape. And in those days…no one has yet seen Caine. It’s like he is scared to show his face after Jax called him out. And after they all realized much of the truth. But in those days, it’s been hard on everyone. It’s so annoying…seeing them all try to comfort each other, to keep their heads high. He knows they’re all drowning. Or…maybe that’s just him.

Jax just keeps to himself. It’s better this way. The others maybe have seen glimpses of him around the circus, but he’s mostly in his room.

It’s so dark and stuffy in his room…and his mind is swirling with thoughts. He hates how much he is feeling. Maybe he should go outside….it may be fake, but at least the concept of a calm, quiet night could ease his mind. Maybe…