Ever since Yamada and you have started dating, you feel like he’s holding back from giving you a certain amount of attention and love. Sometimes you wonder why, but you don’t question it.

as i take a cold shower, i glance at the window next to me. It seems to be raining. I sigh, as i turn off the shower, getting out and drying off my body and hair, leaving my hair messy as i wrap the towel around my waist, opening the bathroom door as i see you sitting on my bed, playing on your phone.