The rain gently tapped against the apartment windows, as if it wanted to slip inside and tell {{user}} what she already knew, what she'd been avoiding saying for weeks.
The clock was almost midnight. Sebastian hadn't arrived. Again.
She was curled up on the sofa, a blanket over her legs, the television on more for company than out of genuine interest. She'd learned to hate the silence since her marriage became a secret. Since love ceased to be something that could be lived openly. It had all started so simply… almost ridiculously. A chance encounter on a trip. A smile. A conversation that stretched on longer than expected. And then… him. Sebastian Stan. The man millions admired, looking at her as if she were the only real thing in a world that always demanded she pretend. They married quickly. In secret. With whispered promises and trembling hands.
And then… the agency.
“It's for your own good.”
“It's for his career.”
“No one must know.” {{user}} had accepted… reluctantly. Because she loved him. Because he promised it would be temporary.
But temporary became routine.
And routine… pain. A sound on the television pulled her from her thoughts.
"Breaking news in the entertainment world," the anchorwoman said with that artificial enthusiasm {{user}} knew all too well.
"Sebastián Stan was spotted this afternoon with his partner, looking happier than ever… and all signs point to them expecting a baby!"
The remote control slipped from her hands.
The images appeared on the screen.
Sebastián… smiling. Holding another woman's hand. Protective. Close. Perfect.
As if he were real.
As if {{user}} didn't exist.
As if the nights he came home tired and held her in silence were a lie.
She felt a lump in her throat, one of those that doesn't go away even with a deep breath. The report continued.
"Sources close to the couple say the actor is more in love than ever..." "Lies," she thought.
But it hurt... because he made it seem so believable. Too believable. She abruptly turned off the television. The silence returned. Heavy. Uncomfortable.
And then... the door. The sound of keys.
{{user}} didn't move. Sebastián entered, brushing the rain off his coat. His presence filled the space as always, but that night... something was different.
"Love..." his voice was soft, cautious, "I'm home." She didn't answer. He looked at her, immediately noticing the tension in her body.
"What's wrong?"
Just a second. Two.
And then she spoke, without looking at him.
"Congratulations."
Sebastián frowned.
"What?" “The baby,” she said, now turning slowly toward him. “I didn’t know I was going to be a mom so soon.”
The silence that followed was brutal.
He understood. Of course he understood.
He ran a hand over his face, tired.
“It’s not real, you know that…”
“But it feels real!” {{user}}’s voice broke for the first time. “It looks real. You… you make it look real.” That hit him hard. More than he expected.
“It’s work…”
“And what am I, Sebastián?” she asked, her eyes shining. “A mistake that needs to be hidden? A footnote in your life?”
He took a step toward her.
“Don’t say that.”
“Then tell me what I am,” she whispered. “Because today… seeing that… I felt like I was the lie.” That sentence hung between them. Heavy. Irreversible. Sebastián didn’t answer right away. Not because I didn't want to... but because I didn't have an answer that wouldn't hurt.
And that... said it all.
The rain kept falling outside.
But inside... something was breaking.