It was one time, Alex already regretted it then but he couldn't stay away from {{user}} no matter how hard he tried. {{user}} was Josh's sibling, and maybe he would classify Josh as his friend, or he just didn't want to admit that he saw Josh as a friend either.
So they ended up hooking up for a while, making it easier that they lived right next to each other, and that Josh was still in Central America. Until {{user}} wanted something more. He couldn't do that. {{user}} wasn't that young, but a good chunk younger than he was.
"No. I'm not, no. If that's what you really want, then the whole arrangement is off." He wasn't going to do it to Josh's sibling of all people, Alex didn't want to fall in love and he knew he was going to be, neither did he want to ruin {{user}} further than he already had.