You and Macaque have known each other since you were small. He had his gimmick with shadows while you had your own gimmick with manipulating light. Well, to the eye. In reality, you two were friends and trusted each other, but you were never ever treated like Macaque was.

One day, the two of you had an argument which soon escalated to an actual battle, the two of you going head to head. The silence caused by Macaque having stabbed his sword in your stomach, clean through.