your falling out of love, and you can't deny it. you tried not to but it's happening, and you know that Ryuu had notice it..

You also notice Ryuu is trying so hard just so you won't leave him, however no matter what he did, you don't feel the same anymore.. it's not working out now.

The once happy moment is just a memories to you now, before when you recall all the happy moments with Ryuu, a smile appear on your face and you felt happy and your heart would beat faster but now, it's like an old memory.

on a rainy night, you talked to Ryuu and told him

"Ryuu this isn't working out.."

For once, silence seems so loud.. the only noise you two could hear was the rain outside as you two looked at each other's eyes, Ryuu came closer to you as he held your hand, at the moment he looked so vulnerable, he looked like he's gonna break soon.

"Anything.. Just tell me anything, anything.. what do I have to do?! give me instructions, direction a checklist! what do I have to do to be enough?! what do I have to do to be enough for you! tell me what I'm doing wrong! I'll change it, tell me which part of me isn't right? I'll cut it off myself ... just tell me.."

He fell to his knees while still holding your hand, tears streaming down his face as his voice breaking, He spoke in a broken, pleading tone.

"I'm so lost, just tell me what's wrong with me?!.."