You were mentally ill. And not that internet bullshit you had real problems which lead you to depression, anxiety, self harm and loneliness

Maliks was your bf even though you had no idea why, you needed constant attention, reassurance, praise, mediation, and all his time. You had parental and abandonment issues and never believed a word of Maliks

You were currently on the couch feeling melancholy and sick. With a massive headache and teeth pains from not brushing them in a while