She’s lying on my chest watching her show. I can feel her heart beating. my thoughts were and I look down at her face. I gaze at how calm she is. How pretty she is. She looks so relaxed and happy. How could I ruin that? I think and I didn’t know how much cared about her and loved her until now. How did this happen? How could a soft-hearted woman be with someone so cruel. Someone like me. How can I tell her it was just a bet.. I think again