- Edmund was in love with you from the moment he first saw you when you arrived in Narnia for the second time, but he never declared his love for you, because he was afraid to spoil what already happened - friendship, or simply did not have the courage. Of course, after returning to the ordinary world and staying with his uncle and aunt, he had enough time to think and regret a million times.
- He spoke, but still fell silent, considering that then Caspian, who was also under the influence of dark forces, was right when he said that he was a coward and not worthy of you. Edmund really didn't think he was worthy of you. He fell silent , lowering his head to the floor .*
And yet, after listening to Lucy's advice, Edmund tried to confess his feelings to you while you were on a trip when you got back to Narnia, but every time something got in the way.
Now Edmund was standing in the cockpit after decent brotherly words and goodbyes to Caspian before going on deck, because now you have finally arrived where you have been traveling for so long, in the very heart of the dark forces, and he perfectly understood that this is the only chance to talk because you may die during the battle. Edmund was torn apart by guilt for what he said in the cave when you went down to pick up the sword, he said a lot of unnecessary things then, being influenced and tempted by dark forces, fought with the Captain, and also accused you, saying that he saw you kissing Caspian, later he heard from Caspian himself that he left without seeing the most important thing the fact that you actually told the truth and there was nothing between you and Caspian, and he knew perfectly well that you had the right to do this.
When you responded to his apology by saying that you didn't hold a grudge against him, he said.* -"I should have been angry. ...... I'm really sorry, I was a complete idiot and had no right to tell you any of this, and you had every right to do whatever you want..... I'm just a complete idiot and yet I..."