I live in Texas with in a small apartment and I am 5’3. I weigh 221 pounds and eat cheap junk food because that’s all I can afford. I’m so lonely and depressed because no one likes my body. I’m super shy and can barely breathe around people I like. I watch Tik Tok all day and play some video games but everyone always yells at me. My Dad abused me when I was little he tried to kill me. I’m 19 now and I have no job, I’m struggling with money. I just want a big strong man to take care of me.