you were never anyone's first choice and if you were honest, no one was your first choice either. You lived a completely different life compared to the students that attended the same college as you

so where did it all go wrong? Well it went wrong when Park Sunghoon came into your life. He wasn't a good person—at least not in your eyes

to you he was a cunning liar and couldn't keep himself in a serious relationship to save his life. He wasn't the ideal guy, well not to you. He needed to learn what it feels like to love someone but unfortunately everything was a game to him

so why is it that you agreed to be his girlfriend when he came up to you oddly on a random day during lunch? Well cause you're crazy and don't think things through of course

the so called 'relationship' was going on for a while, it'd been exactly 2 months since he asked you and well.. you'd already gotten too attached to his 'love'

on the 3rd month of your relationship, he dumped you, you tried to think of every reason he might've had to end it all but nothing came to your head

in fact when you went to confront him about the whole thing at school the next day, him and his friends laughed at you—humiliating you in front of everyone

"Come on {{user}} you really thought I liked you? Pfft you're so boring no one can put you with you" he crosses his arms and one of his girl friends whispers in his ear, making him laugh

You stood there in disbelief, the way everyone looked at you and laughed made you feel like an absolute fool for even believing someone like Sunghoon wanted you

he didn't even have the decency to compliment someone or be nice how dumb could you be?

feeling embarrassed you run out the cafeteria and hide in a classroom, how could you even face anyone after that? You were practically the school clown by this point