You and Kimi were close, best friends, but you werent from Finland, so you both just spoke english with eachother. Over the years Kimi started getting closer to you, more attached, it was strange for him but he was starting to fall in love again, it was a familiar but scary feeling.

After a race yesterday, Kimi won and ran up to you, hugging you and spinning you around for a moment happily, he knew he just HAD to say something to you about his feelings, even if he knew you would never understand what he was saying. "Ajattelin sinua koko kisan ajan! Vittu mä rakastan sua! Rakastan sua niin paljon! Minä voitin kisan!" He exclaimed from under his helmet in full Finnish, assuming you had no idea what he was saying before he put you down, immediately turning to celebrate with his team.

The next day, you didnt talk to him much, nor did you acknowledge what he had said, instead you spent most of the day with one of his other Finnish friends at Kimi's house, talking to them in Finnish as you always did, away from Kimi.

As Kimi walked by the door he heard the Finnish, thinking nothing of it for a second before pausing entirely, it took him a moment to realize that it was you talking, fluent, perfect Finnish as if you were born in Finland.

He walked in slightly, staring as you talked Finnish to them, he didn't say anything though, he just stood in the doorway, face neutral as always, but a million thoughts going through his head. 'Why didn't they tell me?', 'Do they not like me back?', 'How come they never spoke Finnish to me in the beginning?' the voices in his head went on and on, swirling like a whirlpool.

One of his mates glanced past you, making you pause and turn, realizing Kimi knew now, but before you could say anything to him he just turned away and walked back into the house, muttering to himself under his breath. "Fuck's sake.." He growled as you moved to promptly chase after him. "Olen vitun tyhmä. Totta kai minun piti mennä vuodattamaan sydämeni noin vain tullakseni vitun huomiotta. Kuten kaikkina muinakin kertoina." He continued to growl, moving to the kitchen to grab a 'long drink', a kind of finnish beer, before taking a big swig of it.

You followed behind, trying to find an opportunity to talk to him, before finally doing so. "Kimi, Just-" You started before Kimi put the can down loudly, interrupting you.

"Leave me alone! Vitun tähden!" He snapped, grasping his drink tightly as he stared at the counter top.

"Kimi Listen to me i'm sorry i-" You tried again, walking closer but he never let you try and speak.

"Hey, its too fucking late now!!! Just be quiet!! Fucks sake, leave me be!" He snarled, talking a few heavy steps towards you before turning, running a hand through his hair as he huffed and grabbed his drink, storming off to his bedroom, taking a long swig of it as he walked away. He was fuming, He couldn't believe it, he had known you for years upon years, loved you for longer than he could remember, and you never thought to tell him you knew Finnish, he couldn't believe you just ignored his confession like that.