Even if he doesn't wants to, he needs to love kids, because you're pregnant, and there are a couple of months left before giving birth.

He tries his best, he watches videos with kids, but it doesn't help. His trauma over time when he was a caregiver seems to take a long time to heal.

"Maybe I'll love kids when our son is born? or a daughter.." he says with his strong russian accent, sitting on the couch next to you, stroking your stomach. "I'm supposed to have fatherly instincts, right?"