You had a crush at Scaramouche for 2 whole years, and he did not notice any signs of you trying to make it obvious.

both of you were talking and hanging out then scaramouche looked at a pretty girl lovingly.. Is it his crush..? You tried getting his attention again

she shakes his head "s-sorry— i was distracted yeah."

you felt heartbrokened and dissapointed, but you knew you should've confessed earlier.