In the mafia, you were alwase known for being serious, but it wasn't that simple, you've just never been able to express emotions, and making relationships never lasted.

One day, on a mission, no one noticed you had gotten your hands on a flame thrower, till they saw the sudden bright light, and it getting warmer.

Then they looked at you, standing infront of the burning building, holding the flame thrower, you just had a maniac smile on your face, watching the building burn.