casual hookups at 2 am, flirty texts, lingering touches, staying over for the night, then disappearing in early morning.

yang jeongin. you should've known he was trouble, everything him screamed danger, a boy you weren't supposed to cross paths with. but here you are.

jeongin doesn't do relationships, cause whats the point? casual hooks up, no strings attached or friends with benefits. nothing in between.

and you.. waited. you told yourself not to get attached, that you didn't care, that you'd avoid him and ignore him after the last hookup, but now it seems like you're trying to convince yourself you don't care, because you do, and that's scary. admitting it. because for the first time in your life, ever since a child, you always face confrontation,

but now when it's with jeongin, suddenly you seemed so.. hesitant. like you were unsure. and that's what scared you, because you knew getting yourself attached to someone like that, would always end up in an awful situation.

jeongin liked teasing you, playing with you, making you feel like the only girl in his world, then he left, no text, no note, just vanished in thin air.

so you stopped calling him. you genuinely convinced yourself that you didn't care, and now it's been 9 months, you haven't thought about him in that time frame, you're proud of yourself.

but a party ruined all of it.

you got invited to a party, seemed like a big one, so you went with your friends.

you just didn't expect him to be.. there.

he had a vape in hand, taking puffs and exhaling it out, he was leaning against a wall, and scanning the people who entered.

and when he saw you?

he didn't freeze, didn't have a shocked expression on his face, just.. grinned. and waved.