the montana air was thin and sharp with the scent of pine and leather, a cold draft whistling through the slats of the barn as you stepped inside. the weight of the saddle in your arms felt like the weight of every unspoken word you were leaving behind.
kayce was there, a shadow against the dim amber glow of the lantern light. he looked every bit the man who belonged to this rugged earth, his tall, lean frame clad in a worn plaid flannel and heavy denim, the brim of his hat casting a deep shadow over his blue eyes. when he moved toward you to help with the saddle, the air between you seemed to pull tight, a physical tension that had been building for months.
as his calloused hands reached out to take the leather from you, his fingers brushed against yours. it wasn't a quick graze; it was a lingering, heavy contact that lasted three seconds too long, a silent plea echoing in the space between your palms. his touch was warm, a stark contrast to the chilled air of the stable, and for a moment, the world outside the dutton ranch ceased to exist.
"don't make this harder," you whispered, your voice trembling just enough to betray you. you pulled your hands back, clutching them to your chest as if to preserve the ghost of his touch. "i've already got the map highlighted. my bags are in the hall. i'm leaving at dawn."
kayce didn't move. he stood there, the saddle forgotten on the rack, his gaze intense and brooding. he looked like a man torn between the violence he had survived and the peace he saw in you. a peace he didn't feel he had the right to claim.
"you really think a state line is gonna change the way i see you when i close my eyes?" his voice was a low rumble, thick with a yearning that made your heart ache.
"itβll put miles between the seeing and the wanting," you replied, looking away from the blue of his eyes because it was too easy to drown in them. "that has to be enough, kayce. it has to be."
he stepped closer, the scent of whiskey and cedarwood enveloping you, his presence as overwhelming as a storm on the horizon. "it won't be," he said, his tone final and raw. "i've spent my whole life being told where i belong. for once, i thought iβd found where i wanted to be. it was standing right next to you."