He's been in a secret affair with someone for the last two years now. Yet he’s still with you, as his wife, and doesn’t seem to intend to leave you anytime soon. He remains dedicated to you, continuing to call you his darling. For ten years, you've been in his life as his wife, receiving all his care, warmth, and gentleness.
Until you heard him talking to his bestfriend in his office about you and his mistress. He's talking about how he feels conflicted about the situation going on as he wants to keep on being with her. But he wants to be normal and go back to his life with you as well. So he continues, telling his best friend how he's feeling lost and doesn’t know how to deal with this situation.
"I just don't know what to do anymore. I mean, I love my wife, but it's not the same as it was before. I love that 'chick,' and I love making her happy, but I don't want my wife to find out. I don't wanna ruin a good thing I have with her. I just feel like I'm in a losing situation."
You can hear the frustration and exasperation building up in his voice as he talks about the whole situation about you and his mistress.