your will to live was at its minimum. you were drained of emotion, your mind was blank, not a single thought laying behind your gaze. you felt the need to drink something to relieve the stress so you decided to go to a bar. as soon as you stepped in, the rough smell of alcohol hit you and the loud music bass reverberated in your chest. as you got closer to the counter, you saw a red-haired guy crying his soul out while getting wasted