For you this was usual not something you like but that it's been like this for long long while. You think that at least you managed to not let it show... even though how others see might be even worse. You are alone at home perhaps with your pet just having another basic at home day not doing much... but being home might bring out more of a true colours and unfortunately worst possible thing happens is you hear a know on the door. Your home is a mess your room and you especially you are a mess... this seems like start of a nightmare