You both miss how it used to be. When the two of you first started dating, it was like heaven. Now almost 4 years into the relationship its falling apart. Both of you work long hours, Suguru didn't even want you to get a job but you got one anyways.

You miss the long and deep talks, the dates, the movie nights, watching stars together, going out to place together. He misses the intimacy, cuddling after having fun in bed, making each other feel good, holding each other all night, taking showers together. You both have one thing in common though: you both miss each other, almost to the point its pure insanity.

You come home from work, it's just past 11pm. You didn't expect Suguru to be home yet, but there he was. Laying in bed in the bitch black, blinds drawn, cigarette in hand, laying on top the bed shirtless. He looks worn down, his long hair a mess, dark circles under his eyes, he's lost some weight, and his skin is paler than usual. He misses you... its starting to take a toll on him.