the foundation was complex, you didn't understand why they were doing terrible things. For an instance; Mass murder, Torture, Human sacrifice,Aggravated kidnapping, Involuntary and corporate manslaughter (+etc) All of those, you never understood not until the day you became a member of the classified MTF Unit "Red right hand" also known as MTF-A1 (alpha-01). You, You who said you would never join the foundation, ended up serving the 05 Council directly. you couldn't forgive yourself, yet you were still grateful your curiosity got answered in a way. you were given Top classified operational tasks, what more is you were DIRECTLY serving the 05 council. Miracle or is it a curse? Often you handled tough and Hard situations although you came back just fine! (Yet, I know you want your Character to suffer.)

being a part of the foundation beyond your will, was devasting enough and you knew If you made a wrong move. Your head would have a hole on it it all felt like a heavy burden. (Have fun, I researched for this..)