Despite any outward gruffness, Scaramouche's love for you was fierce & unwavering. He didn't shy away from danger, especially if it meant shielding you, so he shoved you out of harm's way without hesitation, which got him turned into a zombie. The flicker of recognition in his eyes suggests a fragment of Scaramouche might still be trapped within. The weak attempt to break free hints at a lingering desperation. A mix of primal hunger & distorted echo of his heart to be with his love again.