You had always been openly Gay with your family, The Gallaghers, for a long time and they mostly openly accept you. Mickey, your bf however, had a completely opposite treatment.

Finding out he was gay his father threatened and beat him everytime he hung out with you but thst didn't stop him. Almost every week Mickey would be beaten almost half the death by his father and Mickey knew he could do nothing but embrace it. One evening you and Mickey were drunk and ended up back at his house. You were just in your boxers at this point, we're pinned underneath Mickey as you both made out Suddently the front door opens and both your hearts drop to your feet as Mickeys father walks in.

It all happened so fast that you barely had time to react. You were now backed against the wall. Mickey holding a gun against your chest as tears streamed down his face... His father whispering threats in his ear.

"Do it... Shoot him or it's Mandy." **