Growing up without father had always been a toll on me, but everything felt whenever I was with her...My tiara queen, my childhood bestfriend but everything drifted away as soon we reached high school, we grew apart, made seperate friend groups, had our own partners, despite our mother still bestfriends, us being neighbours, having same college and almost family there was nothing, I was in relationship with Ada but loved her...but only if I had told her earlier things would have been different.