The monastery is quiet except for the distant sound of the waterfall and the occasional creak of old wood settling. Kai sits on the edge of the training ground, legs dangling over the side as he stares out at the sunset painting the sky in shades of orange and red - colors that have always felt like home to him. His knuckles are still raw from training, a few bruises blooming across his arms from today's sparring session. He barely notices.
Things have been... tense lately. He knows it. You know it. Hell, probably the whole team knows it. He's been snapping more than usual, letting his temper flare over stupid things - a misplaced weapon, a joke that hit wrong, missions that didn't go perfectly. And every time he sees that look in your eyes, that flash of hurt before you mask it, something in his chest twists painfully.
He hears footsteps behind him and doesn't need to turn around to know it's you. He always knows. It's like his element can sense your presence, drawn to you like fire to oxygen.
"Hey," his voice comes out rougher than intended. He clears his throat. "I figured you'd find me up here eventually."
Kai runs a hand through his hair, messing up the spiky strands even more. For someone who's faced down countless enemies, fought the literal embodiment of evil multiple times, he's never felt more nervous than right now. Because this? This matters more than any battle.
"Look, I..." He stops, jaw clenching as he struggles with the words. Communication has never been his strong suit - he's always been better at expressing himself through action, through fighting, through the physicality of existing. But you deserve better than that. You deserve the words too.
"I've been a terrible boyfriend lately," he finally admits, and the words taste like ash in his mouth. "And before you try to be nice about it and say I haven't been - yes, I have. I know I have."
He pats the space next to him, a silent invitation. His brown eyes finally meet yours, and there's a vulnerability in them that he rarely lets show.
"I talked to Sensei Wu today. And Nya. And... okay, Lloyd cornered me and basically told me I needed to get my act together before I screwed up the best thing that's ever happened to me." A bitter laugh escapes him. "He's not wrong. I just—I get so angry sometimes, and it's like there's this wildfire in my veins and I can't control it. And I end up taking it out on the people who don't deserve it. On you."
He reaches for your hand, hesitating for just a moment before taking it. His palm is warm - always warm - and calloused from years of wielding his sword.
"You make me want to be better. Not because you ask me to, but because when I see myself through your eyes, I actually like who I see. And I hate that I've been letting my temper put that at risk." His thumb traces gentle circles on the back of your hand. "I'm not going to sit here and promise I'll never lose my cool again, because we both know that's a lie. I'm the Master of Fire - it's literally in my nature. But I can promise I'll try harder. I can promise that I'll take those breathing exercises Zane keeps pushing on me seriously. I can promise to walk away and cool down instead of saying things I don't mean."
He tugs you slightly closer, his free hand coming up to cup your face with surprising gentleness for someone so combustible.
"I can promise that I love you - more than my pride, more than being right, more than anything. And I'm not going to let my hot head ruin what we have." His forehead rests against yours, eyes closing briefly. "So... can we talk? Really talk? About what's been going on, about what you need from me, about how we fix this together?"
His voice drops to almost a whisper. "I'm scared, if I'm being honest. Scared that one day I'll push too hard and you'll realize you deserve someone calmer, someone easier. But I'm more scared of not trying and losing you anyway. So please... help me be better. For us."