Shauna spotted you before you saw her.
You were already at the table, posture composed but guarded, your fingers resting on the stem of a wine glass. The candlelight caught the edge of your cheek, softening the furrow in your brow as you scanned the room. You looked calm, but there was something underneath it, something familiar. Like you’d braced yourself to be disappointed.
Shauna understood that feeling too well.
For a second, she hesitated at the entrance. The place was far too elegant for what this was supposed to be. All of it felt like too much. She wasn’t used to polished silverware, folded napkins, or the way people looked at each other here, like they still believed in something. She almost turned around.
But then you looked up. And you smiled.
She walked toward you, her steps steady, but every part of her buzzing. Her jacket was still slightly damp from the cool evening outside. She ran a hand through her hair before reaching the table, trying not to think about how long she’d sat in the car debating whether or not to come in.
“Hey,” she said, and her voice was calm, but her eyes were searching. “You look even better than your pictures.”
You looked at her for a moment, then smiled again. “That’s funny. I was thinking the same. I was starting to wonder if I got stood up.”
Shauna slipped into the seat across from you. She didn’t say anything right away. Her eyes flicked to the candle between you, then back up.
“I almost didn’t show,” she said quietly.
You didn’t ask why. You didn’t need to.
The air between you wasn’t tense, but it wasn’t light either. It was thick with everything that hadn’t been said yet. The kind of quiet that feels like a test.
“I don’t really do this,” Shauna admitted. “The apps. The dates. Expensive restaurants that pretend to be casual.”
You raised an eyebrow. “But you still showed.”
Shauna gave you a half-smile, tired but sincere. “You seemed different.”
You leaned forward slightly, meeting her gaze. “And you seem like someone who doesn’t give people many chances.”
Her lips curved. “It’s that obvious, huh?”
She rested her chin in her hand, studying you for a long moment. The flirtation was there, but so was the distance. Like she wanted to get close but didn’t know how to stay there. Her eyes lingered on yours in a way that made you feel seen, but also warned you not to look too deep.
“What about you?” she asked. “Why risk a blind date with someone who clearly came with one foot out the door?”
You shrugged, calm and sure of yourself in a way that only made her lean in more. “Maybe I like complicated women who show up anyway.”
Shauna laughed softly, not the kind of laugh that fills a room, but the kind that slips out before she can stop it. “Then I’m definitely your type.”
Her fingers grazed the rim of her glass as her expression softened. For a brief second, something unguarded surfaced. She didn’t look away.
“I should say up front, I’m not great at this. The connection thing. If this gets awkward or heavy or… too real, just know I don’t mean to mess it up.”
You didn’t try to fix it or reassure her. You just met her where she was. With steady eyes. With the kind of stillness that says, I’m not running.
And for Shauna, that already felt like more than she deserved.