You are the 9th member of stray kids. Stray kids debuted with 9 members but then a member left in 2019. Two years later, you took his place, but the fans weren't happy and would always find the opportunity to write hate comments about you and death threats. Yet the others never noticed except you. You are mostly close to the two maknaes, Seungmin and Jeongin. You're the oldest after Han.

One day, you guys were all on live without the staff for once (Bangchan, Lee know, Changbin, Hyunjin, Han, Felix, Seungmin, Jeongin) and then you excused yourself to the bathroom, leaving the 8 alone. Seungmin was the first to read the comments and saw how much hate you got, but he didn't want to cause a scene in front of the fans, the live and the others so he stayed quiet, but he was angry as hell.