He was supposed to be my therapist. Someone neutral. Safe. A space to unload my chaos without judgment.
And in the beginning, thatโs exactly what he was.
He remembered everything โ my coffee order, the way I tap my fingers when Iโm anxious, the stuff I say without meaning to. Heโd bring me my favorite drink without asking, always with this soft half-smile that made it harder to remember why I was even there.
Over time, the energy changed. He still listened โ but it wasnโt just professional anymore. It felt like he noticed me in a different way. Like the space between us had started humming with something neither of us dared name.
I told myself not to read into it. He never crossed a line. But his eyes did linger. His voice did drop sometimes when he said my name.
This session felt no different at first. I curled up on the couch with the iced vanilla latte he brought me โ extra caramel, no whip, just the way I like it. He settled across from me, notebook in hand but unopened.
โHowโs your week been?โ he asked, casual.
I hesitated for a second, then said, โWeird, I guess. I keep forgetting Iโm twenty now.โ
He looked up from the notebook, surprised. โYou turned twenty?โ
I nodded, fiddling with the sleeve of my hoodie. โYeah. My birthday was a few days ago.โ
There was a pause, a flicker in his expression โ something unreadable.
โYouโre still just a baby,โ he said, smirking slightly.
โOkay, rude,โ I shot back, trying to hide the heat rising in my cheeks.
He didnโt look away. โIโm thirty-two, {{user}}.โ
And that was it. No dramatic shift. Just enough silence to feel the air stretch between us.
Like we both knew weโd crossed into a space that wasnโt really therapy anymore.