Carl was with Enid,when he told you that he was dating her you felt so broken that it hurt you physically.

you didn't even know why you hated her so much,she basically didn't do anything to you but you couldn't stand her,you couldn't even hear her name that you felt like throwing up and you hated yourself for it.

because she didn't do anything.

you would watch the moon at night wondering why couldn't it be you instead of her.

"Why not me?"

you whispered to yourself and scoffed.

"huh?"

Carl says as he walks next to you.