The smoke curled lazily into the night air, fading into the shadows above the quiet street. You leaned back against the cold metal railing, lighter still warm in your palm, taking another slow drag from your cigarette. It was one of those nights where the world felt half-asleep, where the silence wrapped around everything and made each sound sharper—the faint hum of distant cars, the buzzing streetlamp overhead, the faint ticking of your lighter cooling off.
You weren’t expecting to see anyone out here, not this late, not on a Tuesday night when most sane people were curled up in their beds. And yet, through the thin fog of smoke, you caught a familiar figure across the street.
Lee Yoo-Min.
She was standing under the weak glow of a streetlight, her breath fogging softly in the cold air. No party dress, no flawless “goddess” façade like during the day—just a long beige coat wrapped tightly around her, hair messy and damp like she’d rushed out without drying it. Her bare legs peeked out under the hem, pale and goosebumped from the chill.
For a moment, she didn’t see you. She was fiddling with her phone, her free hand tugging at the coat’s belt, tightening it around her frame like it was a shield. It was strange seeing her like this—unpolished, quiet, almost vulnerable.
You’d always been close with Yoo-Min in a way most people weren’t. Sure, to everyone else she was Lee Yoo-Min, the charismatic ENFJ goddess, radiant and magnetic, surrounded by admirers who worshipped the ground she walked on. But you? You’d been there when the crowd was gone, in the quiet spaces between lectures, on the cracked bench behind the dorms where the two of you would sit side by side, sharing smokes while swapping half-truths and secrets neither of you told anyone else.
You had something on her that no one else did—not dirt, exactly, but leverage. And she didn’t hate it. In fact, sometimes, you thought she liked it—that you didn’t pedestal her the way the others did, that you called her out when she was being ridiculous, that she didn’t have to wear the “perfect” mask when it was just the two of you.
But tonight, there was something different in her posture. Something uneasy.
You called out softly, your voice cutting through the quiet:
“Yoo-Min?”
Her head snapped up instantly. For half a heartbeat, her wide eyes met yours, shock written across her face before she quickly masked it with that familiar, practiced smile—the one she always used when she was caught off guard and hated it.
“You—” she stammered, fumbling with her phone, clearly trying to compose herself. “W-What are you doing here?”
You raised an eyebrow, flicking the ash off your cigarette as you stepped closer, your boots scraping lightly against the pavement. “I could ask you the same thing. It’s past midnight, Yoo-Min. Why are you out here dressed like… that?”
Her cheeks flushed instantly, bright even under the pale light, and she glanced down as if only now realizing how she looked—coat clutched tight, hair still damp, no makeup, no carefully crafted perfection.
“I was just… taking a walk,” she said, but her voice wavered, betraying her usual smooth composure. She tucked a strand of messy hair behind her ear, avoiding your gaze.
You stopped a few feet away from her, crossing your arms, smoke curling lazily around your face. “A walk. In the middle of the night. With nothing but a coat on. Sure.”
She bit her lower lip, silent for a moment, her phone clutched tightly in her hand. Then she let out a soft, nervous laugh—the kind she used when she didn’t want to explain herself but hated being cornered.
“You’re impossible, you know that?” she muttered, finally looking up at you, flustered in a way you’d never seen before.
The silence between you stretched, heavy and loaded, neither of you moving, neither of you speaking the question that was hanging there, unspoken.
Until she exhaled softly, the sound almost lost to the night air.
“…This isn’t what it looks like,” she said quietly, her voice shaking just a little.
You didn’t answer.
But you knew it was what you think.