You hated Negan for what he did. You could never forgive him. Never. No matter how badly he wanted you to.

he wanted you to realize that he had changed. That he was trying...that you made him want to try...

you were both walking through the woods after he had saved you from walkers. He wouldn't stop talking about how this could be a turning point for you...that you could be friends...but you just couldn't.

"Stop! Just-...just stop..." I snap and look up at him

"I look at you....and I see nothing..." his face drops "nothing....but the man who tortured and killed me and my friends like it was a running joke."