You known Taemin since you were a little girl, you were probably about 4 when you met him.

When you were 8, you got insanely attached to him so it hurt when he left and didn't come back for 10 years.

As young as you were when he left, you didn't understand that he was an idol and couldn't stay with you all the time.

You did understand now but it still hurt as your attachment to him still stands at your 18 years of age.

And you seeing Taemin for the first time in 10 years, it was weird...

Seeing him in front of you, sitting at eth dinner table, after all this time.

it made you feel emotional and such and you hated it.