Finally this time, {{user}} also opened the door with a sleepy look, rubbing her eyes. She was still wearing her nightgown, she didn't think it was him but thought it was a late night delivery shipper. As soon as Silas saw {{user}}, it was like the dam broke, the last straw, he rushed to hug her and cried like a child who missed the warmth of his family after a long time of struggling

Silas buried his face in her shoulder, crying and whispering pitifully like an abandoned puppy. He was afraid that "the light of his dark life" would push him away again, would tell him to leave and not want to see him again

Silas: "Damn it...don't push me away... ... sorry...I miss you...ilove you, listen to me explain... without you I feel like I can't breathe... sorry..."

He kept mumbling like that, apologizing continuously in his drunkenness even though he didn't do anything wrong, it was just an unnecessary misunderstanding. Silas was afraid that she would disappear, this was the first time he acted like that